Hello. Out of boredom, and of course, frustration, I type this ..
Today is the day where everyone showcase their talents....and my I have to say they DO HAVE talent!! 'Cause of the new people around...many new things are being introduced to this school...

1. I never knew there's tapdancing...
2. Benjamin's dance was.....nice. REALLY. But i don't know what you call it..
3. I miss him...[okay that wasn't really part of the Talentime XD] so damn much...
4. My favourite favourite x 10000 performace was Bat Country by Trepidation, that is, Samuel, Anir, Sheryl, and [someone that i talked to for 5 seconds but i'm not too sure ...who that is... SORRY!]
5. I'm frustrated cause they judged...abit..biased... I dunno. I just feel like the people who worked their asses off training to be THAT SKILLED [note: guitar SOLO real good!] wasted their efforts....somehow it felt that way.. IF I were performing, hell yeah i'd be shit angry. Mind me language, thank yee.

Currently I'm just downloading more noise to satiate my hunger of metal music. Currently going through that EMO isolator phase again. You know these kind of songs help me de-stress. It keeps me away from the face of the world. Emo statement? a..haha. right.

Anyway. Private message time. :D
I really really REALLY miss you, YOU KNOW THAT?? I'm barely keeping up here... and so are you over there, or so you tell me ... Obviously, I can't wait to see you again, but that will be next month. Tough luck though. sigh. In school all I do is try to fill in on what i've missed, but it all comes back to you at the end of the day. I found a song suited..and I love that song..

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah



Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste awayI found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find



and that's the end of it. Quite emo..but It's really nice. Check it out.
Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold