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This blog is pretty much dead, no? But who cares. really. I only build up this site...to rant. Pretty much that. Not that I like to talk about my day. Not really, if you ask me. But i will if it's important; to me, of course. (self-centered..i know.)
*sighs in contentment*...
It's beautiful, and meaningful, to me, cause this was what I really wanted. He did express a certain DISLIKE for Vincent Valentine, cause..haha, he took my attention away... Obviously I liked Vincent..he's so hot. Haha. I know it's weird having the hots for fictional characters, but I can't help it.
So recently, on my account of the holidays, I have been, well, playing, obviously, to counter my constant boredom when he's not around. Mind you, he's in India right now, doing that QUANTA shit that I should have gone fore. Heck, I was the one who suggested that blasted thing! Irony plays a role in not letting me go for that.
So I played...Final Fantasy X..i know, OLD GAME. But I wanted to understand it. So far the last time I played I've managed to reach quite far..almost to the end and i couldn't pass any longer, cause i was WEAK. So that and the fact that I wanted to understand the storyline better, I started all over again. From scratch. Besides, I have a lot of time. So why not? Spend it.
Last weekend I went shopping, my FIRST TIME IN THIS YEAR in sungei wang. I know. It may be what they call the 'LALA' place but honestly, you could find lotsa nifty stuff in there... And voila....a fruitful shopping trip. Got what I was looking for..FINALLY after what seemed like ages, that I got the jacked that appealed to my tastes.
ta-da. It's fake, though. Will work hard to get a real genuine one. Haha. But at least it doesnt burn my pockets. RM45.90.
ta-da. It's fake, though. Will work hard to get a real genuine one. Haha. But at least it doesnt burn my pockets. RM45.90. ...and this... another 'finally' coming out of my mouth. Been looking high and low for a waist belt. It was nice in red. Couldn't help myself XD.
*sighs in contentment*...Moving on, I've landed a job in Parkson, Subang Parade, and by my (and most of my dear SRIKL friends) standards, this is quite low, but pay doesn't bother me. RM4.50 per hour for 6 hours. Not to shabby, but it'll keep me occupied for the rest of the days. I work as a Customer Service Consultant, and occasionally, a Santarina to walk everywhere and give free stuff to little bumbling kiddos. MAYBE, just maybe, I might like kids a little more than I do now, MAyBE, it'll give me some patience. It'll definitely be something worth of experience. I'll deal with all kinds of people, kind and unkind.
One thing's for sure: As new member joining, definitely i'll be bullied. HAhah. That I'll expect. Young, green, raw and inexperienced. Or did I mention all of that mean the same thing?
Right. Mmhmm.
Alright. On the 19th, he came back (how i wished i could say he came back for me, but that's not the case...) and went out with me, along with my cousin. Was fun, but somehow i felt my cousin's uneasiness with our cajoling. And no, we weren't acting like how you expected. We were just extremely FRIENDLY. Not to mention she's not used to his ... um... girlish part of his personality?? They need to know each other better..hmm..
He ... bought alot of stuff for me from Japan...Lots of....nice...stuff... Erh..notice my hesitance? Some of them were really nice, really, but you know economy right now isn't so .. good as it was... and... ah well, piece the whole thing out yourself. I ain't gonna say it. But what I really did appreciate was the engraved ring he bought for me. The words on the engravement ... find that out yourself :). There is also this keychain he bought for me...which was one of Vincent's(from FFVII) chain hanging off his gun, also known as Cerberus relief.
It's beautiful, and meaningful, to me, cause this was what I really wanted. He did express a certain DISLIKE for Vincent Valentine, cause..haha, he took my attention away... Obviously I liked Vincent..he's so hot. Haha. I know it's weird having the hots for fictional characters, but I can't help it.
aw darn, cannot see the chain...
Well, this is it for now. I now look forward to not being so lonely for my work later on in december since my cousin might not join me...sniffles...
Hello. Out of boredom, and of course, frustration, I type this ..
Today is the day where everyone showcase their talents....and my I have to say they DO HAVE talent!! 'Cause of the new people around...many new things are being introduced to this school...
1. I never knew there's tapdancing...
2. Benjamin's dance was.....nice. REALLY. But i don't know what you call it..
3. I miss him...[okay that wasn't really part of the Talentime XD] so damn much...
4. My favourite favourite x 10000 performace was Bat Country by Trepidation, that is, Samuel, Anir, Sheryl, and [someone that i talked to for 5 seconds but i'm not too sure ...who that is... SORRY!]
5. I'm frustrated cause they judged...abit..biased... I dunno. I just feel like the people who worked their asses off training to be THAT SKILLED [note: guitar SOLO real good!] wasted their efforts....somehow it felt that way.. IF I were performing, hell yeah i'd be shit angry. Mind me language, thank yee.
Currently I'm just downloading more noise to satiate my hunger of metal music. Currently going through that EMO isolator phase again. You know these kind of songs help me de-stress. It keeps me away from the face of the world. Emo statement? a..haha. right.
Anyway. Private message time. :D
I really really REALLY miss you, YOU KNOW THAT?? I'm barely keeping up here... and so are you over there, or so you tell me ... Obviously, I can't wait to see you again, but that will be next month. Tough luck though. sigh. In school all I do is try to fill in on what i've missed, but it all comes back to you at the end of the day. I found a song suited..and I love that song..
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste awayI found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
and that's the end of it. Quite emo..but It's really nice. Check it out.
Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold
Hello. Tired as hell but I gotta do what I gotta do...
I just came back from Melaka...and missed a day's worth of school... To say the least I don't think I missed much, except for result papers ... *GASP* real scary..I don't want to SEE IT SO FAST!!! Sigh~~..I'm just afraid I'll do bad and it didn't turn out like how I wanted it to be and...-hyperventillate-
Okay..I'll psyche myself talking out of this subject. I went there for total R&R. And hell yeah...one of them was RETAIL THERAPY hahahahhaha...shopping, my favourite HOBBY~ well it was my dear sister who bought 5 pairs of shoes.... and me, nothing. I'm a good girl, I know. I only got this Avenged Sevenfold CD [City of Evil - I know it's old..] to add to my metal band collection. EVEN if I could buy shoes, there isn't really anything that appealed to me.. Maybe only the thought of having to play Dirge of Cerberus once i reach back at the hotel.
That, I did.. and I finished the game. Already. So quickly. Now I feel...a little...sad... lol.. cause I don't really have much to play now...since I lent my Valkyrie Profile 2 to .. one of my tuition friends...and I'll only be seeing him like....next year ~~ sigh~~ i want both Rufus and Vincent Valentine...Their pics are coming up...
okay.. this is RUFUS.
..and this is Vincent..Well..both have ...some headband thing...but..i much prefer VINCENT!!! cooler..i mean hotter...ah both..! plus he looks damn cool as Chaos..! Rufus...is nice too..lol wish they could be brothers LOL..one green and one red..
I must be going crazy..