Talk about a really really long time till I actually get my hands on a computer, not to mention the keyboard! I'm back, exam's over and I'm trying my best to be happy about it but I really can't. There's just so many things that dampen my spirits....

But like Pink said : SO WHAT?!!!! i am a rock starrr i got my rock movessss lalalalalala okay....ain't gonner get carried away at the moment :)

So, I've decided to move on with my own life. Taking his leave as a break from 'coupledom' (no we're not breaking up. He's flying to Japan..somewhere in there lah) and catching up with my much left behind relationship with my friends [I'm really sorry I left you girls behind. I really am... But it was never my intention to take you as assets -- or so some of you think, or anything shitty as that. So please, I beg of you, be understanding...]

It's alot to take, not just that incident, but a lot of other things piled up too... like... ugh why should i even care or be upset? People have plans, there's nothing wrong with that! It's hard to be rational when your emotions engulf you into a giant flame of erratic-ness......

I'm not making sense anymore, probably because my mom had to interfere with every bloody thing and her insane inquisitivity and SENSITIVITY! GOSH! She ... SHE SAYS cursing using JESUS's name is blasphemy. I KNOW. I know. It is. I DIDN'T CURSE using His name! I said something else.... But the IRONY is...SHE CURSES LIKE MAD IN I DON'T KNOW WHAT IF YOU CAN'T INCLUDE BLASPHEMY!! the irony and the contradiction is too much to take.


Please, please can I not think about this so much... Hellhole of a house...

Surprisingly I can still type fast even though I didn't come on the com for a long while...

You read right. I'm actually not supposed to be here. But, because my parents are out in Malacca, and I'm really sick I can't even read (but can type, wondrously) and i need to update this .

Currently, I'm having - the FEVER, the COUGH, PHLEGM, the headaches, the pain, the frustration of having to put up with the thought of I CAN'T STUDY AT ALL CAUSE OF THIS STUPID HEADACHE!!! gasp hyperventillate etc.... Before my blood pressure increases, I will depart now.

I really really hope I will be able to read my stuff....It kills me to drop in percentage...ESPECIALLY in finals...